1. |
A Plan is a Start
03:41
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Pause for a moment
I don’t want to saved from
What I don’t see in myself
I just need to
Find some space so I can breathe
Again & process
what I’m feeling it’s all amazing
Let the vastness excite
A plan is a start
Need to get away for a night
Keep the light on for you
When you get home
To move on through
It’s all strange because
It’s a paradox either way
Stroll the park
Now you don’t feel the same way
It feels good to know
Nothing ever stays the same
Found a stride that we rode here on
In motion
What I’m feeling it’s all amazing
We can be without thought
A plan is a start
Need to get away for a night
Keep the light on for you
When you get home
To move on through
It’s all strange because
It’s a paradox either way
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2. |
Safe Word
03:34
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Soothing some sores
I always was alone
Never had anybody
Take me as I am
Walk you to the bed
My playful lover
On my feet
Hold my heart and don’t let go
But don’t squeeze too hard
What is the safe word?
I don’t know
Switch the light, switch the light off
I can see you here
My eyes have adjusted
Matchmake the pain
Don’t have to keep score
Trading affections through a window
Asphyxiation let’s play along
Until we stop
Hold my heart and don’t let go
But don’t squeeze too hard
What is the safe word?
I don’t know
Switch the light, switch the light off
I can see you here
My eyes have adjusted
Tell me your kink
Mine is being alone
Because I’ve been hurt
By the ones I’ve loved
Treat me good and I’ll choke you
The way you like
Hold my heart and don’t let go
But don’t squeeze too hard
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3. |
Steady Luv
04:37
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I’m not very good at steady love
But I want to give that to you
Come into this a lot of change
I’ve it for me I did it mostly for you
Follow what is felt to the edge
Of that cliff I jump
If it meant you got the life you were meant
To be living
Call it silly call it anything you want
Even could call it off
I swear it’s good but that’s only half
Of the matter
Making the most
Of what we got
You say I don’t know
I don’t know what I want
When we get stuck on the sticky parts
Thinking of what to say
You have it all
Figured out
That must be nice
I just know that I want you
You’re not very good at steady love
You’re sure as hell trying
To see all that I am with all that
You have left
It’s not a easy feat
We throw the cards up tonight
We freak out at sunrise when we
Realize it’s not a dream
We have to work on our shit
If we want it to work
I swear it’s good but that’s only
Half of the matter
Making the most of it
Making the most
Of what we got
You say I don’t know
I don’t know what I want
When we get stuck on the sticky parts
Thinking of what to say
You have it all
Figured out
That must be nice
I just know that I want you
It’s just another day
Of it being not enough
To stay
It’s just another day
Of it being not enough
To stay
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4. |
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It becomes magnified
When I’m home in myself
And I find that I just want to
Make something real
Before it ends
Days go on without us
When we lose track of time
Wasn’t made to make sense
I gave that up back then
It was tried now we can understand
Who we are
Days go on without me
When we lose track of time
I’m choosing to believe
A flower outlined by the dark
When we don’t turn away from the pain
It moves through us
(It turns into something else)
It was tried now we can understand
Who we are
(We turn into someone else)
And we find that we just want to
Make something real
Before it ends
Days go on without us
When we lose track of time
Dissociating with passion,
I know that is where I can find me
In the dark we hold the light
In the dark we hold the light
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5. |
So Can You
03:30
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Everything that you want
Is coming around
Do you have the patience?
To believe in what you can’t see
It’s all around us and in the
Choices we make
Faith doesn’t come easily now
But I found it in you
All that we think we need
Is within reach
Let’s just imagine
Floating on a golden sea
With gold fish and everyone we love
Faith doesn’t come easily now
But I found it in you
There are many ways to show
Gratitude, I think I came here to have fun
So can you
So can you
So can you
So can you
Here is the crystal ball
The messages are clear
If we are looking
There is harmony not seen
It’s all around us and in the
Choices we make
Everything that you want
Is coming around
Do you want me?
This way or that way
I can be anything
So can you
So can you
So can you
So can you
Faith doesn’t come easily now
But I found it in you
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6. |
Natural Disaster
04:13
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Wait go slower
You want to lean on me
But don’t know what it means
To be, everything from nothing
That’s why I had to leave
Fell into a trap and there’s everything
Down here I need to thrive
I am glad to know that
You are alive
Some people don’t want to
Hear the laughter
Well equipped because
You’re a natural disaster
Went to hell and back
Dark night of the soul
Painted with contrast
From out of the smoke stack
Was a faint flicker
Got an action from the reaction inside
Had to lose my pride
In the mirror I tell her
Some people hide away
In a storm stellar
When they are a natural disaster
Some people hide away
In a storm stellar
Well equipped because
You’re a natural disaster
(Get out, get out)
You’re a natural disaster uh huh
(Get out, get out)
You’re a natural disaster uh huh
(Get out, get out, get out)
You’re a natural disaster uh huh
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7. |
For What Aligns
03:23
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She is here so I will be
Loyal to a fault
Free to be & to sink into our life
I thought I was ready
It was just fear of encountering
Ourselves in another
Now I’m not afraid
So I see the beauty as it is
A truth that I kind of miss you
Haven’t let myself think
Of those memories
No one else will know
Its hard to let go
A burned impression
Somehow makes who we are
Honesty it bleeds
Into this life
Shapeshifting together
So we feel the beauty as it is
My truth can unsettle
And I’ve been here waiting
For what aligns
It’s not anyone’s fault
And it’s yours to keep
Here to teach us to appreciate
Everything we have is what we had
If you’ll have me
It’ll be okay
Waited for this
Waited for this
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8. |
Lost in You
02:39
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How long will you search until
You can’t find it?
He has so much power over you still
How long will you try to be heard
With no one there?
You have to give credit where credit is due
I wanted to be what you needed
But I failed to see it’s not what you wanted
Had another ugly cry again this week
Tried to explain all I hear are excuses
How I have to change well maybe
I’m just not right
Maybe I’m not right for you
I wanted to be what you needed
But I failed to see it’s not what you wanted
I wanted to be what you needed
But I failed to see it’s not what you wanted
Lost in you I end up resenting
The type of company I crave
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9. |
Feel this Much
02:58
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I want you
To notice me
Like you did
Back when it didn’t hurt
To let somebody in
To that world
To be what the day needs
I think I’m getting closer
To my truth
Guided by a warmth
That is safe to rely on
In this world I let you into
Hold me with care as we fall
I know you’re not the same
But it gets replayed like some sort of
Evidence against me
it’s against us too
Feels like there’s not much else to do
My mind gets filled
With thoughts that are not mine
It’s not fair
To feel this much
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10. |
Allow
03:08
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Different ways to come to the same conclusion
This atmosphere has got to change
Could of saved some trouble and tears
If it wasn’t left unsaid
Everyone needs a helping hand
My body rejected you
Liked a transplanted organ
Gave in anyways
Parts of your brain lights up
When the nicotine touches your lips
Got this far without your help
Who’s thoughts are these that we
Keep up repeating?
Learning how to reconcile all the while
Taking myself as I am right now
It’s easier to exist when allowing
The subtleties to heal
It was the present I was leaving
So I will lead myself blindly
Trusting that a cycle won’t repeat
Waited up all night she said
Wait up for me
From out of the dark into the day
Hanging on a line, this time
Taken by the wind
From out of the dark into the day
Waited up all night she said
Wait up for me
From out of the dark into the day
Crawl back inside my lightness
Here to stay
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11. |
Altered View
05:38
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Woke up this morning
Now I have nothing to say
Other than I don’t want to be awake
Not today
Barely got any sleep
Cus we chose to fight
Now I don’t wanna be alive
Not today
If I don’t scream
Will you still hear me?
Got that bullet between your teeth
Is it enough?
Obsession is the new health
I am just a starving dog
We’re just praying on some love
For today
Cracks are how the light gets through
Ive been here before
A piece of the mosaic
Are thoughts intertwined to form a new entity
Born out of nature to nurture
I know it won’t be this way forever
We will laugh about it later
If we chose to continue
What is next? A wild guess
Bit off more than we can chew
For what its worth, I’m still here
Despite how we alter the view
If I don’t scream will you still hear me?
Got that bullet between my teeth
Is it enough?
Obsession is the new hell
Now I have nothing to say
We’re just praying for some love
To stay
Woke up this morning
Now I have nothing to say
(Gotta break the haze)
Other than I don’t want to be awake
(Don’t want to be awake)
Not today
Barely got any sleep
Cus we chose to fight
(No one else to blame)
But I still want to be alive
With you
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